hibernation......

raam still here....juz he took long hibernation....the day will cm....late still early.....love ya

after so long....

hey guys....my fingers start to press the buttons again...wit god grace i duing my degree...haih last time wen i duing diploma training i was the heppiest fella i guess.....bt then wen slowly guing through degree life...i feel like bad luck comes hunt me alwz...haih...bt i knw my beloveds alwz ter for me...plus my baba ji alwz for me he knws everyting wat i did wat i didnt....changes of pipel the selfishness backstabbers...liars...lectures who never appreciate students work...missing family members....lost of happiness...haih...seriously i guing on my hard time.... i can sense sumting goes wrong to me....tis will b my evidence if sumting heppend to me...guys...i love u all alot..i love my family alot..Dear God...i alwz wan to do smting best to tem....i wan be forever wif tem....i hate tis stdy life....bt 3weeks b4 uh i gt sm gud hearted fella's lar...hmmm tey gv me strength to live we smoke togather tanni togather...haih i love tat moments hahakz....haih...i dunknw wat my mistake lar...wat i did wer wen i left out haih....soooooo confusing rite nw.....lar....y im so emo...its karma i knw hahakz indirectly im telling ya i did smting bad i knw...bt hurting part is i has a short memory...haih...easily forget past...hmmmm...may god bless me..pliss need it terribly...tanks guys...hahakz...

happy birthday mummy

ermm hahakz today is my mothers special day.. its her birthday...yahooo.... 48yerz genap today.. ermm akcelei nw im having midterm break...n dun idea to balik kampung coz wan work...bt afta balik frm calvin's bday frm kuantan...to melaka...i feels mmu very silent n bosan pulak stay ter... hehe n my next destination to jb...i came juz 4 mummy...erm pity her alone..so i wan celebrate her bday..today..juz simple2 lar... ermmm so raam planed to do cake for her..today...afta balik from temple afternoon... i google 4 some cake recipe...i found 1 choc cake lar...hehe shoping the stuff n start do lar..gedebak gedebuk terhasil lar sebiji cake yg lazat nyam2...afta bake ol did sm small deco...ten time for celebrate... me amma n appa....celebrate by cut the cake with amma...

mayb its nt very big deal lar...bt i saw mummy was so happy n i wish it will last whole life..god bless her... i want u guys...evry mother is the best mother for their kids.... so same do i...so guys love ur mother...make her happy till end ur life...love u ma...

bright.....=P

hey wonder y i wrote bright....up there...hahakz coz today is karthigai....ermm it means one of month in tamil...where...evry1 will put lights deco their house...n dunknw y today i wanted sngt to write blog hahakz..erm so guys hw r u all... n emm im fine too...with god bless....ok let me update wat i had done today...yeah its sunday normal weeknd but im at home hehe...woke up late....n terus go my """jobs""" coz ten nli i can makan sarapan pagi yg tersedia....ceh....after makan ol.... watch astro...n fb...spam...spam...spam...heheh tengok2 gt briyani smell frm behind hehe its nli 4 me jus for me coz my parents vege....=P.... sambil fb+night at museum(tamil version)+hotbriyani + fresh orange= raam at heaven hahahkz.... makan2 errr baru nak terlena bt i gt janji with mummy todo cake...hehe online carik2 recipe buat one simple butter cake hehe....the best part...no assisted by mummy so i can kotorkan kitchen as i like.... muhahah...bake cake pun siap...ten OMG must get ready for pournami n kartigai....hehe help mummy lar konon....gedebak gedebuk....everythng done...n hati tertatik to write blog coz im so happie....ermm..bt ters i gt little...worried of my studies..haih..bt..i wanted to be how lights goes through the season of kartigai...where...the lights wont give up even strong wind......so i take the knowledge of the nature....i wont give up.....

aFTer 5MONths BREAk

HAI...sorry dear followers i left u all....for 5months sorry.... kinda busy abit...with studies.. hehe and still busy with it alot of commitment guess so i leave alone my blog....its nt jz a blog for me bt its my life...hehehe coz alkind my feeling are inside here.... all the moments i shared here so its not good i left it alone.... em i take tis little time to ask a big sorry hahakz i guess tis is my second time asking sorry in tis entire blog... haihh... what to do i try to be perfect bt i cant so tend to do alot of mistake haihh n samr mistake...i wil be normal soon... jai matha

happy n sad =wierd feeling

haha......dunknw y while listening song vizhi modhi-ayan,,, i was tersampuk with 1 wierd feeling tat mades me to write blog... hahakz...dun knw lar im happy in same time sad ermmm...... omg y like tis.... i tink correct lar pipel telling tat we wont knw the value of smting wen its beside near to us.... ermmm hehe no head crack im telling bout my 1st anne... ermmm miss him alot.... he juz move to india..... afta 2months ermm =(....... im happy coz had great day on 10march 2010 hahaakz on my bday lor.... we a family had a nice time togather... ermm guys have u miss ur sibling for 5 years n more.... ermmm i did lar.... hmmm the last time i saw him afta his form 5 ten he went india..... alot of obstackle he faced..... while im having sweet days ere.... he sufer ter witaut family ermmm GOD im useless i neva ask U to care of him im so selfish ermmm...... bt the moment hes ere for 2months i was... so happy even tou din spent alot f time due to my stdies at melaka.... ermmm.... bt i did spend great time wit him past tis 1 week.... nw i feel wan cry... coz he wont be ere.... ermmm bt happy coz he will be ere for my graduation.... GOD please yar.... hope i wont miss my anne anymore.... n i miss my family.... the sacrifice i did all for my studies i wan give the best for my family....hope evry my sacrifice paid... for my family may all the bless for them.... n i rather be a candle for them...this is my wish.... hahakz i knw u pipel who read my post sure kepala bintang hahahkz.... bt my head jz get stable... haha.... kz frm nw anythng 4 my family... love u GOD coz gv me such a wonderfull family.... JAI mATHA...

double KItkat

hahakz... wonder y i post tis as double kikKAt rite hahakz.....nothing,,,,,jz becoz i din blog for long time,,,, if i nt mistaken sinz i enter my degree...kitkat means ave a break double kitkat mean long break hahakz....lolz... ermm hope afta tis i will active wit my donuts...and cupcakes.... =P love u all guys ""jai matha""