happy n sad =wierd feeling

haha......dunknw y while listening song vizhi modhi-ayan,,, i was tersampuk with 1 wierd feeling tat mades me to write blog... hahakz...dun knw lar im happy in same time sad ermmm...... omg y like tis.... i tink correct lar pipel telling tat we wont knw the value of smting wen its beside near to us.... ermmm hehe no head crack im telling bout my 1st anne... ermmm miss him alot.... he juz move to india..... afta 2months ermm =(....... im happy coz had great day on 10march 2010 hahaakz on my bday lor.... we a family had a nice time togather... ermm guys have u miss ur sibling for 5 years n more.... ermmm i did lar.... hmmm the last time i saw him afta his form 5 ten he went india..... alot of obstackle he faced..... while im having sweet days ere.... he sufer ter witaut family ermmm GOD im useless i neva ask U to care of him im so selfish ermmm...... bt the moment hes ere for 2months i was... so happy even tou din spent alot f time due to my stdies at melaka.... ermmm.... bt i did spend great time wit him past tis 1 week.... nw i feel wan cry... coz he wont be ere.... ermmm bt happy coz he will be ere for my graduation.... GOD please yar.... hope i wont miss my anne anymore.... n i miss my family.... the sacrifice i did all for my studies i wan give the best for my family....hope evry my sacrifice paid... for my family may all the bless for them.... n i rather be a candle for them...this is my wish.... hahakz i knw u pipel who read my post sure kepala bintang hahahkz.... bt my head jz get stable... haha.... kz frm nw anythng 4 my family... love u GOD coz gv me such a wonderfull family.... JAI mATHA...