after so long....

hey guys....my fingers start to press the buttons again...wit god grace i duing my degree...haih last time wen i duing diploma training i was the heppiest fella i guess.....bt then wen slowly guing through degree life...i feel like bad luck comes hunt me alwz...haih...bt i knw my beloveds alwz ter for me...plus my baba ji alwz for me he knws everyting wat i did wat i didnt....changes of pipel the selfishness backstabbers...liars...lectures who never appreciate students work...missing family members....lost of happiness...haih...seriously i guing on my hard time.... i can sense sumting goes wrong to me....tis will b my evidence if sumting heppend to me...guys...i love u all alot..i love my family alot..Dear God...i alwz wan to do smting best to tem....i wan be forever wif tem....i hate tis stdy life....bt 3weeks b4 uh i gt sm gud hearted fella's lar...hmmm tey gv me strength to live we smoke togather tanni togather...haih i love tat moments hahakz....haih...i dunknw wat my mistake lar...wat i did wer wen i left out haih....soooooo confusing rite nw.....lar....y im so emo...its karma i knw hahakz indirectly im telling ya i did smting bad i knw...bt hurting part is i has a short memory...haih...easily forget past...hmmmm...may god bless me..pliss need it terribly...tanks guys...hahakz...